Im Pathetic

Pathetic to  look into your street every time i'm near
Pathetic to check your tagged to see if im still on your mind
Pathetic to feel my heart skip a beat, when i hear your name
Pathetic to hate seeing her, smiling and want to kick her down
Pathetic to still feel for you after all that was said and done
Pathetic to think  of you when my current has done me wrong
Pathetic to be unalble to wear that charm, pretty charm on my wrist
Pathetic so pathetic to be even composing this

I self diagnosed myself with this....could be freall

Seasonal Depression Overview

Seasonal affective disorder (SAD) is a type of depression that is tied to seasons of the year. Most people with SAD are depressed only during the late fall and winter (sometimes called the "winter blues") and not during the spring or summer. A small number, however, are depressed only during the late spring and summer.

SAD is most common in young adult women, although it can affect men or women of any age. In North America, SAD may affect as many as 6 of every 100 people, more in the Northern portions of the country than in the South. Another 10-20% of people may have a milder form of seasonal mood change.

Like all types of depression, SAD can have a devastating effect on a person’s life. Fortunately, almost all people with SAD can be helped with available therapies.