I guess its so easy for my mood to be reflected in my blog. You make me so angry. You're a dog. You're a liar. You're evil. You did nothing in the end but break me down and reduce me to the bitter bitch i am now. And you know what I hate who im once again becoming, someone like you.
Someone selfish and hurtful and uncaring and only thinking with my sex drive. I HATE YOU AND I HATE ALL YOU'VE BECOME. I HATE THE PERSON I AM NOW AND I WONT EVER TRUST ANOTHER AGAIN!!!!

My life starts here!

Ok this year was one of the hardest. So many trials so much drama, so much heartbreak. I was in love, everyone knows this, and i still get i cant believe yall broke up, yall were so perfect together. But looking perfect just isnt enough. We barely fought, until then. We barely quarrled, until then, we barely hurt one another, until then. He was the one i looked up to, the one i turned to support, for guidance and he was also the one who let me down, then picked me up and promised me, let me down, then did it again then let me down. Now here i stand. The remnants of a thrice broken heart wondering where to go from here. When my friends in relationships turn to me for answers all i could say is, look at me, look at my situation, look at the cycles i have been in for the past year, do i really look like someone who could offer good advice. Do i really look like someone who could help. Im emotionally shattered and heartbroken. Im second best. Im not good enough. I honestly do hate my life, at least the one i had in 2008. It was supposed to be the year, my year and look who i am. Look where i am, i dont even know. Ive been pushing everyone away and pretending and smiling and trying to look happy but i really dont know what im doing. He taught me how to be a better person, in fact i wanted to become a better person for him but it just wasnt enough. Im learning that you just cant trust people. That people only care about themselves.Im trying to do the same. Maybe then ill finally learn to love myself again.

ALL MEN ARE EVIL
IF I EVER FORGET THAT REFER ME BACK TO THIS BLOG
THEY'RE SELFFISH
THEY'RE MANIPULATIVE
THEY'RE HURTFUL
THEY MAKE US FEEL FAT
THEY MAKE US FEEL BAD ABOUT OURSELVES
THEY MAKE US INSECURE
THEY MAKE US INTO JEALOUS BITCHES
THEY CRITICIZE US FOR BEING JEALOUS BITCHES
THEY KNOCK US UP AND DUMP US
THEY TELL US THEY LOVE US THEN THEY LEAVE US
THEY DONT HAVE A CLUE!!!!