I am such a ruh-tahd

I did the unthinkable, i added him last night, and i woke up and saw he accepted. Loser territory here I come

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

K really, dilemma, y oh why did i have 2 see you again, and again and again in three weeks. And why oh why didnt u say screw her, im hanging wit my boys in ur bajanese language that i dont understnad at all (smile and nod smile and nod) and the hugs, meh and the kisses, cute altho i played it down. You kissed me in public@!!!!! Just last week I was talking about it. Bitch do u know what dat does to a girl??? And u didnt have ur fone and I was pissing drunk so our next meeting will once again be by chance. Meh! I hate thinking like a girl while i very well know i date like a guy. Cheers to tha freakin weekend!!!

Hangovers

I think if you were to give people hangovers BEFORE they take the sip of the alcoholic beverage, no1 wud drink, the number of drunk driving accidents would decline, and I would not be feeling as shitty as i do today. Jus sayin

I N33D

RELIABLE INTERNET ACCESS DAMMITTTTTTTT!!!

Plain Talk - Phillip Edward Alexander: Calling a Spade a Spade... (On the scourge of viol...

Plain Talk - Phillip Edward Alexander: Calling a Spade a Spade... (On the scourge of viol...: "There is a shameful secret bubbling away in this country, a vile racism that separates and denigrates whatever it is not and wants to excuse..."


I hate racism, absolutely loathe it, and today when i read this post i could not help but feel so upset that i couldnt even concentrate in class. I know everyone has a right to freedom of speech but freedom of speech this kind of post just incites violence and widens the divide rather than bridging the gap. And like Rebecca Black....it has gone viral overnight. To see his rebuttals  on facebook is even more amazing. I google imaged him to see what he looked like and was even more dismayed by his brazenness. Hopefully he is just a troll like the "japan jesus girl" of the week.

I think the stress is getting to me

I fall asleep by 9 pm with my laptop on
My eye is twitching
My shoulders hurt
Im drinking coffee
My acid reflux is a pain in the ass



56 more days....

I love fashion

Anyone who knows me knows how much i love clothes (and hate footwear) I can rattle off names of designers like an E news correspondent and have an affinity for Charlotte Avenue (i hate saying charlotte street, it sounds sooo ghetto) because of the many pieces I can find. Well ive developed a new addiction, asos.com which currently offers free shipping. Im obsessed, ive banned myself from swimsuits but have moved on to dresses. The lord alone knows where im going with all the clothes ive bought but i dont care, i love my wardrobe and its contents. Even though i may not even wear them all

My psyche psychs me out

So this week i watched this really good movie called Matching Jack about a little boy who had leukemia and this actress chick jacinda barrett was in it. So today I decided it was about damn time i watch the human stain cuz its been nagging me a while now and who's in it, Jacinda Barrett. So here's where psychology comes in. Did my subconscious suggest that I watch another movie with her in it, or did i know and secretly forget. These things really fascinate me. Its like when you're thinking about a person you havent seen in ages and bam, days later, you bounce them up in town. Im too easily astounded. I need to grow up. I doubt my parents ponder such trivialities

A hippopotamus sat on my nose

Well not really, but this week I have the attention span of a tsetse fly.


So far online ive watched
Hall Pass-HMM 5/10
Unknown-LIAM NEESON-NUFF SAID
Big Mama-AITE
The Adjustment Bureau-CUTE,THEY SOLD IT SCI FI BUT ITS MORE CHICK CLICK
Paul-AITE
Just go with it-HILARIOUS MUST WATCH, REALLY
I am Number 4-LEVEL CRAP
House
Pretty Little Liars
Desperate Housewives
Keeping Up with the Kardashians

Ive pulled out a million strands of my hair

And Im eating level rubbish-sweet corn, cookies, cake., icing, jello, soda (And im not a sugar person, AT ALL)

Couples Counseling for the singles

Dr K, is a lecturer, but he doesnt stop there, he's also a preacher. A preacher who does relationship counselling. Now i dont usually like teachers. Fact is, they suck, but somehthing about Dr. K, he speaks like he's speaking to me. He tells us things about men and women, like "the main reason men want 2 leave a marriage is because "women nag" and it tells me what a woman is, and what a wife is and tells me that some women, to make sure a marriage "works" and thrives is when cthey change themselves. Look, he just said "men love affirmation, fake i t to make it", And i listen, but should i turn myself into a lie to "catch a good man?". Is a good man a man who ill have to become docile too? He pointed out women sacrifice their sex life for secuirty, that men have gone two decades without an O. Lordie he just said a woman asked in counseling fi she's supposed 2 move in sex, He's lecturing but im hearing and im thinking im not the marriageable type. I changed once and he turned out to be  a flaming psycho.

Oh he suggested 2 books

Fire in the belly-on being a man, sam keen

men are from mars, women are from venus, mars and venus in the bedroom

I dont have time to read right now and rly cant tote home additional books but i am gonna buy them on abebooks when i get home, (saw them for $1USD) and have a good read