I HATE HER

I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER STINKING SELFISH GUTS.  I HATE THAT SHE TAKES EVERYTHING AND SHE WILL ALWAYS BE SEEN AS THE ONLY ONE WHO NEEDS MY MOTHER. I HATE MY MOTHER FOR PERPETUALLY ENABLING HER AND ACTING LIKE SHE CAN DO NO WRONG. FUCK IT!!!!! SHE'S PREGNANT FOR AN IDIOT AT 18 AND PRETTY MUCH GUARANTEED TO HAVE TO LIVE A LIFE AS A SINGLE MOTHER. I HATE MYSELLF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO SHITTING SELFISH. I HATE THAT I CANT SEE THE SILVER LINING AT THE END OF THIS OH GREAT TUNNEL. I HATE THAT IM A PUSHOVER WHILE SHE'S ATAKER. I HATE THAT I CHOSE TO SACRIFICE MY DREAMS OF LANCASTER , THE SIMPLE ROUTE WHILE SHE CHOSE, YES CHOSE TO GET PREGNANT AND EMBROIL EVERYONE IN THIS MESS. IM SELFISH IM SELFISH YES. WHEN I GO AWAY 2 SCHOOL ALL EYES WILL BE ON HER AND HER GLORIOUS OFFSPRING.I HATE THAT IM ALWAYS SECOND TO GET ATTENTION. I HATE THAT SIMONNES MOM HAD TO ASK " IS SHE STILL RUNNING ALL OVER THE PLACE WITH YOUR SISTER? EVERYONE SEES IT BUT THEM!!!!!! EVERYONE AND I HATE IT. I HATE THAT I WAS PULLED OUT OF DANCE BUT ALL THE STOPS WERE MADE TO FORCE G TO GO DANCE. BUT NO ONE SEE IT. I HATE WHEN I POINT OUT SHE'S A LIAR IT IS IGNORED I HATE IT. BE SURPRISED. BUT SHE IS A LITTLE WHORE WHO WILL ALWAYS GET WHAT SHE WANTS AND  I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER. I HATE THAT SHE TOOK AWAY WHAT I WANT. WHAT I MAY NEVER HAVE. WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED 2 BE THE FIRST TO SHARE WITH MY MOTHER I HATE IT. I WILL NEVER HAVE THAT AND I HATE IT. I CANT STAY HERE IN THIS MIND. I CANT TAKE IT ALLL......I NEED SOMEONE