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Wednesday, January 12, 2011

One day closer

Aah im one day closer to returning to hell and in my mind im trying to mentally prepare for a semester of being bullied stressed and provoked to insanity by madame psychologist senator. I dont think i can tell an authority figure where to go with her nonsense because i havent been raised to speak back to adults. I remmeber the one time i ever spoke up to an authority figure, my piano teacher, Miss Nimblett when she called me stupid , the whisper of a murmur of "im not stupid." I remmeber internally quaking in my boots but at the same time feeling proud that i did something i never thought I could do. But could I really stand up to madame psychologist senator? The woman in charge of handing out my grades. Nope! Im too much of a coward. So instead i'll just sit there and hum a Lil wayne song that hopefully has tons of bad words and tune her out.


ps..bullying isnt only perpetrated by students, teachers as well and sometimes its even more vicious

11 comments:

BitterAsHellBitch said...

Oh so you go by sheldon? Cuz I went there and i know she taught him too. Its just difficult but i am and have been trying to do the excel and prove her wrong thing. We shall see, 2 more weeks and school starts for me

DeadEyes-_- said...

Two more weeks! You're so lucky lols :) Mine start, but then only go twice a week, so yeah...

Nah I din go by Sheldon, I went by Ms Barry. However, Sheldon did teach me in the Primary School Choir :) Ms Nimblett's daughter and grandchildren live around by me, but I doh really talk to them lols. sigh, I hear she was a real beast though: Nimblett.

Sheldon taught my sister when she was about four, and she well insult him up, and stormed off, declaring she wants to play the violin.

BitterAsHellBitch said...

Oh well i only have classes fridays and saturdays 9-5 (sux). Its 2 funny that at 4 she knew she wanted 2 play violin! Oh we live pretty close then

DeadEyes-_- said...

OOOOooo how close?? O_O :D You think walking distance? :P

Since that's ur class time, you considering getting a job, or do you have one already?

guaicotamana said...

What subject?

And it is possible to piss off your teacher and have her still respect you.

BitterAsHellBitch said...

The reason I started my masters is to prolong having to work, so i really dont foresee getting a job while in school. I mean money=fun but neh, ill mooch off the rents for a while. Possibly a 5-10 mins drive cuz im to lazy to walk anywhere and I drive everywhere @ 40mph lol


@guaicotamana, im studying psychology

DeadEyes-_- said...

Oh cool, I don't feel bad now! I'm doing my Masters too, and I eh working AT ALL lol >< I real mooching off my rents too :P Lols, Psychology sounds awesome, and huh, a ten mintue drive. I'm seriously wondering who you are now... lols. ^^ And yeah, I'm studying to stay away from working as well, -_- I spend most of my days home doing nothing, or youtube or drawing. What do you do all day? And if you say studying, I'll get annoyed -_- lol

BitterAsHellBitch said...

Ha well cuz my classes are only on weekend i try 2 study all saturday and for the other days I go to the beach or try 2 put in a two hours of work, but usually im watching movies online cuz i reside on hall. Im far from geeky, still waiting with trepidation for my results. Na doubt you'll know me, i think im ocd-ish with faces, in fact i think u were in confirmation same time as i did. lOl I think i sound uber weird, all i know who u r but u dont know me

DeadEyes-_- said...

OMG Church? you know me from church >< Lol, do you still go? Nah, it's not weird, but I real curious now, I won't lie :P And nice you're on Hall! Which one Milner? I had friends staying there :)

BitterAsHellBitch said...

I go once in a while but i think i wear my cloak of invisibilty well, no1 notices me really. Oh i did my Undergrad here, right now im in bdos for my masters prog, its only a yr. Where i am is a postgrad flat on hall which isnt really hall life as im kind of secluded from the norms and younger socializing ones

DeadEyes-_- said...

OOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooo... ur in bdos, cools cools. Nah I stopped the church thing a WHILE back -_- And nice ur prog is just a year ^^ that's cool :D Aw, scene scene with the hall life thing, meh, I bet it isn't that great anyway :P