The day after

So  the events of this week taught me a thing or two about love. I realize that in addition 2 my parents, ryan really didnt love me. If he did, he surely wouldnt have waited 12 hours to show concern by requesting I call HIM back to find out whats wrong. Ive been more concerned about his mother than he showed me this past week. I really dont know why i fall for these assholes who see me as undeserving of happiness. So now im certain he was cheating as everyone thought. I just dont understand why no1 thinks i deserve hole love. And my father in addition, the reason i'm in the hospital is because im jealous of giselle. You see that, fuck you and have a nice life