Maybe, the life i see, is just a dream, an illusion
.Maybe, this life i live isnt mine, but that of another person.
Disrespect, Discontent, Disbelief, Dispair, Distrust,
Never Enough, Not good enough a life full of tears
I cry, and no one cares
They cry and everyone sees
They cry and the world stops spinning
I cry and have to just keep faking
Faking a smile
Pretending to care
While thinking fuck the world
Its just too much, yet i have lived so long compared to many unfortuntate ones
but why do i look to Judas' branch
Judas' tree to close my eyes
Im tired, i want, to not feel, to not care. To just say shut the fuck up
To just be me, why cant everyone else be me
Why cant everyone else share my insane thoughts
Incoherent, psychotic, lonely
Take them all
Ambien, thats all i want, one little pill
and Say Cheese!!
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