Lyrical Emotions

Im sitting here studying, yes i know, how could i be studying while on this site but there's so much on my mind. The teddy bear he sent me in the mail, I HATE IT. Its ugly and quite frankly it reminds me of him. Him who do you ask. Him, the boyfriend. Yes, I can hear you, this girl is screwed up. And worse yet, when i said um yeh thanks for the bear, um it kinda looks like you, the proud ass said yeh i know thats why i picked it. Ugh! I really dont know what to do. Can anyone out there help me? Im looking for love, real love, like mary j blige wrapped up in all the sweetness like mandy moore's candy (ooh baby babyy i miss u) and topped of with some mariah carey's I cant live with living is without you. Is that too much 2 ask. Well im just patiently hoping to catch the love bug again