I HATE HER

I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER STINKING SELFISH GUTS.  I HATE THAT SHE TAKES EVERYTHING AND SHE WILL ALWAYS BE SEEN AS THE ONLY ONE WHO NEEDS MY MOTHER. I HATE MY MOTHER FOR PERPETUALLY ENABLING HER AND ACTING LIKE SHE CAN DO NO WRONG. FUCK IT!!!!! SHE'S PREGNANT FOR AN IDIOT AT 18 AND PRETTY MUCH GUARANTEED TO HAVE TO LIVE A LIFE AS A SINGLE MOTHER. I HATE MYSELLF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO SHITTING SELFISH. I HATE THAT I CANT SEE THE SILVER LINING AT THE END OF THIS OH GREAT TUNNEL. I HATE THAT IM A PUSHOVER WHILE SHE'S ATAKER. I HATE THAT I CHOSE TO SACRIFICE MY DREAMS OF LANCASTER , THE SIMPLE ROUTE WHILE SHE CHOSE, YES CHOSE TO GET PREGNANT AND EMBROIL EVERYONE IN THIS MESS. IM SELFISH IM SELFISH YES. WHEN I GO AWAY 2 SCHOOL ALL EYES WILL BE ON HER AND HER GLORIOUS OFFSPRING.I HATE THAT IM ALWAYS SECOND TO GET ATTENTION. I HATE THAT SIMONNES MOM HAD TO ASK " IS SHE STILL RUNNING ALL OVER THE PLACE WITH YOUR SISTER? EVERYONE SEES IT BUT THEM!!!!!! EVERYONE AND I HATE IT. I HATE THAT I WAS PULLED OUT OF DANCE BUT ALL THE STOPS WERE MADE TO FORCE G TO GO DANCE. BUT NO ONE SEE IT. I HATE WHEN I POINT OUT SHE'S A LIAR IT IS IGNORED I HATE IT. BE SURPRISED. BUT SHE IS A LITTLE WHORE WHO WILL ALWAYS GET WHAT SHE WANTS AND  I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER. I HATE THAT SHE TOOK AWAY WHAT I WANT. WHAT I MAY NEVER HAVE. WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED 2 BE THE FIRST TO SHARE WITH MY MOTHER I HATE IT. I WILL NEVER HAVE THAT AND I HATE IT. I CANT STAY HERE IN THIS MIND. I CANT TAKE IT ALLL......I NEED SOMEONE 

Im Pathetic

Pathetic to  look into your street every time i'm near
Pathetic to check your tagged to see if im still on your mind
Pathetic to feel my heart skip a beat, when i hear your name
Pathetic to hate seeing her, smiling and want to kick her down
Pathetic to still feel for you after all that was said and done
Pathetic to think  of you when my current has done me wrong
Pathetic to be unalble to wear that charm, pretty charm on my wrist
Pathetic so pathetic to be even composing this

I self diagnosed myself with this....could be freall

Seasonal Depression Overview

Seasonal affective disorder (SAD) is a type of depression that is tied to seasons of the year. Most people with SAD are depressed only during the late fall and winter (sometimes called the "winter blues") and not during the spring or summer. A small number, however, are depressed only during the late spring and summer.

SAD is most common in young adult women, although it can affect men or women of any age. In North America, SAD may affect as many as 6 of every 100 people, more in the Northern portions of the country than in the South. Another 10-20% of people may have a milder form of seasonal mood change.

Like all types of depression, SAD can have a devastating effect on a person’s life. Fortunately, almost all people with SAD can be helped with available therapies.

what i just read on yahoo answers, lol so true

im tell you right now, gemini are the worst to go after. gemini is basically good for a good fling and will not last very long maybe 3 weeks max! while they are messing with you they are looking for there next obsession. you guys might have a sexual attraction but to geminis.. he has sexual attractions to everyone and only wants a good lay at the end. you are going to set your self up to get hurt. please back off while you can.


gemini do not like relationships. they are an air sign basically going to one girl after another with not strings attached and they will never feel emotional about someone. they are cold hearted im telling you this now.. and as a cancer, yes you are very sexual but you are always clingy and once you get closer you will want more.. and a gemini will only expect a one time thing and that's it..


good luck.. and please don't go after him for his looks, a gemini is not worth you crying, and getting hurt at the end and for someone you will never be with at the end.

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experince.... very bad... =/

• 4 months ago

love

i think i'm still in love with b-------

Ok been soo long since i;ve last posted and im glad to say , he said it back. Its not my life goal but it makes me happy, altho it wouldn hurt if he more often mans up to his feelings and says it a wee bit more often. Ne who i realize that although i'm comfortable with who I am when im with myself or in comfy environments, Im not yet quite as comfy when in crowds. I get twitchy and itchy and self conscious, and twist my hair, and fiddle with my phone (yes once again resorted to my phone since my neclace went pop) I need to sort that out cuz i shouldn be that way. Ne who, thats all for now, peaches and cream.....byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I dont wanna cry

I wanna cry, i think. I said it, why am i so stupid, but you know what, he's so quiet i could bet my last dollar on the fact that even if he shared the sentiment, he woudnt have said it. Im hurt, and angry with myself. But i guess its the story of my life. So it brings to question, who says It first? Is it the man, because he is seen as the head, the leader of all his engagements? Or is it the woman, who is the fairer weaker sex, so in tune with her emotions? How does one decide one is ready to utter such a great step. How does one fair when ones affections are not returned. Most importantly, how do i step forward with my relationship which is apparently half love half just not love as yet. I give up. Vaya con dios, I hate relationships.