I'm Exhausted

I go to class for 8 hours two days a week, the other 5 days i spend 6 hours each at least in the library, and i havent even got to studying for exams. Im tired and already feel defeated. Plus i have the witch tomorrow and have made so many pages to my paper you'll think im writing a novel. Kalms to sleep tonight

One day closer

Aah im one day closer to returning to hell and in my mind im trying to mentally prepare for a semester of being bullied stressed and provoked to insanity by madame psychologist senator. I dont think i can tell an authority figure where to go with her nonsense because i havent been raised to speak back to adults. I remmeber the one time i ever spoke up to an authority figure, my piano teacher, Miss Nimblett when she called me stupid , the whisper of a murmur of "im not stupid." I remmeber internally quaking in my boots but at the same time feeling proud that i did something i never thought I could do. But could I really stand up to madame psychologist senator? The woman in charge of handing out my grades. Nope! Im too much of a coward. So instead i'll just sit there and hum a Lil wayne song that hopefully has tons of bad words and tune her out.


ps..bullying isnt only perpetrated by students, teachers as well and sometimes its even more vicious